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.​.​.​and you're just an amber speck of grain

by So Long...Partner

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1.
which came first, the failure or the sadness? when the king was crowned he said "every man's a king" was he up above the wall or was he lofted on the throne, forge into the sun? no one gets to heaven and so we dream in shambles we can't decide what's heaven and so we dream in shambles which came first, the predator or prey? there are wolves and sheep there are strong and weak but the wolves feed us poison while we wait for them to die
2.
joiner 02:26
no more honest jobs, no taught family ties just char marks down your forearms everyones a con, cobbled conversations the loyal blood move on, receding up your forearms i'm leaking out of frame, like daylight and rain never enough to eat but just enough to dream everything feels empty the more that i feel safe and i don't know who to thank we only desire whats lost homes are built to break, voices primed to mute no more locking eyes, just point your gun and shoot back to the country, back to the trees shuddering in bed at the break of day and all your efforts to make me feel safe will go the way of everything homes are built to break, voices primed to mute no more locking eyes, just point your gun and shoot desire what's lost desire what's lost desire what's lost that's all that i've been taught
3.
lock me down you try to lock me down my roommates locked me out i'll sleep in the stables lock me down, a night alone in town you try to dance it off, you try to lock me down and every breathe is your's, i just wanna hold myself lean into me and grind i have a pulse and you're a tourniquet "no I just started drinking, what do you mean you're leaving? Who's leaving?" i have a pulse dancing defribillate, "no, i just started drinking" kiss me i'm in my hoedown phase lock me down you try to lock me down my roommates locked me out but i'm not banging for roof lock me down, a night alone in town you try to dance it off, you try to lock me down i finally feel alone, alone is so alive kissing strangers once, finding lovers twice i'm ripping through the crowd, the wind shaving off your skin What A World I've Been Living In "run like the wind, bullseye"
4.
bug jig 01:38
sick of being team obedient i watched a hanging man wash skyscraper windows daydreamed about the picture i would take if he should fall his family could have it for free but i wouldn’t share with anyone not anyone else at all sick of watching ants drown in the yard while spiders perch in crooks of skyscraper windows bodies dot the webs sewn through the hall their eyes washed bright like skyscraper windows and if you work you earn it for free and you can share with anyone anyone else at all
5.
you say forget right now this is an ad for the past bones of a band i thought was dead i guess if you go, i go the hopeless love the past and you sold it to us i drank your words with gin my parent, familiar perfume and maybe we could learn to never show up here again if it’s for your sake i’ll say you saved me but it’s for my sake i think i should leave it’s like my life was built inside a factory where all my memories are assembled and made for cheap and you wired me to sing when you sing and as i sing i see i’m 17 grappling with malnourishment and brushing my teeth more common ground and disdain for authority and i’m no different now then i was then everything i desire is just pretend but you can sell me tickets to remember a time when i hoped it wouldn’t be this way if all i can wear is my past all i can choose is which way to regress so i’ll spend my future skinny dipping in the yard begging you to play that one song one more time, one more time
6.
the old whiskers of the wheat grow gray the end of summer i can hear the steamrollers, miles away a soft jaw crushed under smooth cement i watch from my window i’ve gone days without speaking this land won’t run dry drinking it’s own lies even sunburnt skin can grow something flat feet and hands depress the soaking earth skin like shifting leaves, shades of burgundy shudders bolted open with windows painted shut get your steps in, even on a crutch even on a crutch speech locked with resentment i say what you say the simon-says closed eyes and ears and i will just keep walking where you tell me so tell me so tell me so tell me don’t teach me just tell me need control with no plorables the mango sun drips sweetened dust why are you so indispensable cancer doesn’t collude it’s a day ender and i grow, a hardened corpse amongst the dust
7.
the 'burbs get robbed blind but all they lost was time arm and a leg for a liminal space i park my corpse where i'm not meant to stay and i fear the owners but i fear their children cash in the safe, guns in the kitchen i'd be a ghost story even if nothing happens the neighbors are watching they're so unforgiving and my friends are fed more hopelessness as their bedrooms shrink to caskets and i'd love to live my parent's life but now i can't afford it so i'll take nostalgia's bait and stream reruns of anime and idealize what's left of life as my brain is amputated you complain about all this screaming but it doesn't bother you when you sleep hungry cries of the weak "I left the tv on now the plasmas bleeding!" under every home is 10 lbs of picked-dry bones you know, i'm pretty kind for knowing nothing is really mine go cruise with the lacrosse crew shoplifting in white shoes mouth-to-mouth with a dugout as the streetlights snuff the stars out the older i get, its true change can be so crude but as the price of life is spiking my life feels like bad timing my life feels like bad timing
8.
w0rk b00ts 02:01
9.
"anyone can play guitar," right? i stand and nod my head. drunk, dead in the eyes not everyone is good at making friends we talk in business, like i work in a hospital who's saving who tonight? when i buy your air, so you can grab some gas crying eye-to-eye, we'll pass the money back we'll pass the money back pretend i have what you don't have you're tenacious geniuses, Free Help like a hospital if we're talking overhead, i overheard you write like the living dead you write like the living dead and run from permanence a life like a hospital the cures that you create from bloody cash inspire us to step back pull us into your setbacks, it's all just a hospital who gets the kickbacks? yeah, i'll give you money for some gas maybe you'll plug me or follow me for free every faceless fan dead wind in a hospital staving off death, staving off death staving off death i don't know what to tell you, but this isn't it debt-to-debt, impermanence to impersonal it's all just a hospital (barn burner sound, bringing down the house) diatribe to diagnosis (scarecrow kids spend their bodies like money) business of the sick inspiring the hopeless like a marvel movie sponsorships we all could be inspiring the weak context for the misdirected you don't have to be good but you can't be free you don't have to be good but willing to give up everything (or at least a few things) you don't have to be good but you have to make everyone some money "anyone can play guitar, right?" i stand and nod my head. drunk, dead in the eyes not everyone means it when they're friends this is just business, just like a hospital just like a hospital

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OGR-032: We couldn't be more honored to announce the physical release of one of our favorite albums to come out this year: "and you were just an amber speck of grain" by So Long...Partner. Happily co-released alongside forever homies Jean Scene & Honeysuckle Records. we will both have 25 tapes going up on 9/15 at 5pm EST! OGR variant is blue grey & white splatter while JS has swirl variants available on their site / Honeysuckle Records will have CDs of the release available next Friday (9/22)

Nashville based musician Robbie Love really created something special here, its a sound I had been waiting to hear but couldn't really find for a long time but with their lo-fi chiptune bedroom screamo influenced through various folk instruments with gut-wrenching screams & lyrics we can all resonate with, we fell in love. Its innovative, unique, and absolutely something you haven't heard before which led to it becoming a non-stop repeat listen for us, check it out for yourself!

solongpartner.bandcamp.com

credits

released September 15, 2023

"all recording took place at american weekend and in my bedroom in Nashville TN March - July of 2022

originally released March 16, 2023

"empty grows every bed" refers to john berryman's dream song 1

"anyone can play guitar" refers to the radiohead song

Jane Cadogan mixed and mastered tracks 1-2, 5-7 and 9 (www.instagram.com/midwest.screamo/)

robbie love played all instruments, did drum programming and everything else"

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