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Songs About Cars & Water

by delirium.

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1.
As I was leaving your house for the last time I'll never forget your face You were crying out That I forgot my keys But I just drowned it out I had to look at your photographs upside down So I can see you as you really are It's a shame that it happened the way that it did I couldn't go on like this Kicking and screaming the mirror in my room Dreaming of the day this will all blow over Licking the wounds that you opened up and sealed away And tore apart again I'm over it, over her, am I over it, over it Not quite getting over it Sitting quietly as I am Talking to my steering wheel Burning out I'm burning out again I could Be anything Be anything but me I could Be anything Be anything but me I could Be anything Be anything but me I could Be anything Be anything but me I could Be anything Be anything but me
2.
Am I afraid to be alone Or is it nothing And I don't wanna go Back to your couch Stomach aches Nosebleeds And I can't go outside The sun is gonna kill me Adderall and coffee Making me feel woozy Sleeping on the floor now Watching another movie You crashed into my car With the windows down White noise blasting Just another song Cronenberg and molly Making me feel woozy Naked on the floor now Watching another movie You crashed into my car With the windows down Radio blasting Your favorite song I'm going back to your house Again to see you sleeping Needles on the floor now The babies fucking sleeping Tylenol and caffeine Making me feel woozy Screaming at the TV This'll never last Go outside Don't wait for me I'll be fine Another week Go outside Don't wait for me I'll be fine Another week Am I afraid to be alone Or is it nothing And I don't wanna go Back to your couch Stomach aches Nosebleeds And I can't go outside
3.
Everything is spinning I don’t know where I am My feet are on the cold dark ground And the snow is falling on my face familiar headlights guide the way As I step onto Grass I think I’m Gonna be ok Frostbite on the Fourth of July Thanksgiving I’d rather die Credit cards unemployment lines Standing outside for hours I’m waiting Getting up to start my car but I am stalling doesn’t get me anywhere Locking up and breaking down laying in my yard again A couple yards from my front door Thinking about everything I wanna go back You wouldn’t like that Laying in your yard again A couple yards from your front door Thinking about everything You wanna go back I wouldn’t like that sleeping in my car for the first time feels like home My sunroof stained with memories faded grey but we all know That they will soon pass Rear view mirror paints a picture Interstates and broken glass
4.
You said to me Jesus left your signal on So you had to leave Backed out of your parking space And headed to an unknown place When I speak The words just spill out from my teeth Anxiety Slowly taking a hold over me Whoah Oh Ah Oh Whoah Oh Ah Oh Whoah Oh Ah Oh Whoah Oh Ah Oh
5.
Stairs 05:32
My life now is like a flight of stairs I need to get closer to you, but I can't So what I'm gone An intersection between you and me The steps are leading me closer to being like you And further away from me I want some caffeine You're needing more weed You want to slow down I'm tweaking on speed I want some caffeine You're needing more weed You want to slow down I'm tweaking on speed I'm so midwest I am so chill I am hangovers and film Call me stupid I don't mind Using up all of your time Writing more songs about cars and water Cause what's more midwest than the fucking ocean Leaves are falling My creativity Drowning in the deep end I already used that line Writing more songs about cars and water Cause what's more midwest than the fucking ocean Leaves are falling Creativity drowning in the deep end I already used that line Writing more songs about cars and water Cause what's more midwest than the fucking ocean Leaves are falling Creativity drowning in the deep end I already used that line Writing more songs about cars and water Cause what's more midwest than the fucking ocean Leaves are falling Creativity drowning in the deep end I already used that line
6.
Kiss Three 02:23
When the only thing you got isn't much You take it with a grain of salt And I'm feeling like a grain of salt right now When the only thing you got isn't much You take it with a grain of salt And I'm feeling like a grain of salt right now What do you want What do you want What do you want Do you wanna be You wanna be me You wanna be Wanna be me You wanna be Wanna be me You wanna be Wanna be me You wanna be Wanna be me You wanna be Wanna be me You wanna be Wanna be me You wanna be Wanna be me You wanna be You wanna fucking be me Nothing more than selfish shit Nothing less, belligerent Nothing more than selfish shit Nothing less, belligerent You wanna be Wanna be me You wanna be Wanna be me Do you wanna be Wanna be me Do you wanna be Wanna be me I saw on the TV today Five kids drowned in the river By your parents place They lost control Flew off the bridge Holding hands Praying to god It takes a lot to be someone, and I spent too much of it being someone else It takes a lot to be someone
7.
Dissect the dissertation Divided by doctors Shitty pictures from shitty places I bet I'm in one of them Why did you have to go And change everything I wish you could stay a little longer I built up a dam To keep them away Make sure your safe Don't change your plans on me Just quite yet Don't change your plans on me Just quite yet
8.
I was screaming into my pillow A simple song I wrote for someone else When I got up you looked at me With that smile and you said I love you so much I love you so much I don't want you to leave because I am so afraid of my room Desolate alone in my own head I just want you back in my bed Is it too much to ask for Is it too much to ask for And all those little moments That I took for granted That I can't remember Except for when I'm crying In my bed again In my bed again God damnit I think that I love you God damnit I think that I love you God damnit I think that I love you All over again You know I can't be here forever You said I could stay here whenever You thought you were so damn clever You thought you were so damn clever God damnit I think that I love you God damnit I think that I love you God damnit I think that I love you All over again
9.
You don't talk, like you did before And I know it's my fault You closed the door I'm sorry that I lost my cool Its just that this town sucks without you I'm sorry that I lost my cool Its just that this town sucks without you I promise I'm getting better For you I promise I'm getting better For you I promise I'm getting better For you I promise I'm getting better For you If I had known What I would have done If I had known
10.
Find it hard to wake up in the morning Find it hard to get out of bed When I'd rather be sitting in silence Watching the paint dry again Find it funny I smoke when I feel bored Find it funny I smoke around you When I'm lost in the middle of town And you've got nothing to do I'm running out of strings Because I used them all on you I'm running out of reasons That's why I keep going back to you Back to you Back to you Find it hard to find clothes that I like When you make fun of me all the time When I find myself trying to breathe You always kick the shit out of me I'm running out of strings Because I used them all on you I'm running out of reasons That's why I keep going back to you You can't tell me how to feel I know just how I feel Like shit most nights You can't tell me how to feel I know just how I feel Like shit most nights I'm running out of strings Because I used them all on you I'm running out of reasons That's why I keep going back to you
11.
Six Months 05:07
Is there something wrong with me Every time I think about you I collapse On my bed On the sidewalk To my car And off the road Do I wanna be happy Or am I content with Self fulfilling self destruction Self fulfilling Do I wanna be happy Or am I content with Self fulfilling self destruction Self fulfilling In the last six months Found it hard to breathe I can't talk to you Can't do anything In the last six months Found it hard to breathe I can't talk to you Can't do anything Is there something wrong with me Every time I think about you I collapse On my bed On my sidewalk Is there something wrong with me Try to clear my empty head Maybe move on from you On from it Out of town In the last six months Found it hard to breathe I cant talk to you Can't do anything In the last six months Found it hard to breathe I can't talk to you Can't do anything Is there something wrong with me Try to clear my empty head Maybe move on from you On from it Out of town Is there something wrong with me Try to clear my empty head Maybe move on from you On from it Out of town Is there something I can do Is there something I can do Is there something I can do Is there something I can do

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OGR-038 // debut album from Wichita, Kansas three piece delirium. who are rightfully gaining traction right now for their diverse sound and are becoming a breath of fresh air in the realm of midwest emo. Its a band who are still forming their own sound and its really entertaining to watch them take so many different influences then effortlessly blend them into one cohesive piece with Songs About Cars and Water. Its worth a front to back listen and is guaranteed to become someone's Summer Death album.

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released December 9, 2023

"Originally released May 26, 2023

delirium. is:
Brodie Staton - Guitar/Vocals
Niko Tran - Bass/Skramz
Luke Penner - Drums/Skramz

Engineered, Mixed, and Mastered by - Jared Barnes of Swadley Studios

Album Art by - Dougie Horacio Holguin Lynn"

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